Tried to get excited about trying out a class or two at Just Breathe but the feeling just isn't in me. The scheduling has some disadvantages and I don't want to push myself into it if I'm putting up a wall. Ate salt and vinegar chips instead. Now I'm eating white rice with my homemade/homegrown cucumber kimchi.

Looks like I'll be heading back to ZenSpot once again. Oh, I get so tired in that heat! And I feel stiff. That's perfect. The heat will melt away the tension. Exactly what I need. My intention is to get to class Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Or was it Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday? Let me get through tomorrow and then I'll decide. Wish Jaime was around to encourage me.

The first time I went to ZenSpot, Jaime and I were going to meet there and sign up. Well, I drove through the parking lot and saw her in front of me, exiting. I ended up parking and setting off my car alarm. I just panic when that thing goes off. I'm embarrassed and feel utterly inept. I got the damn car to shut up and figured she'd come into the studio any minute and we'd have our first class together. As it turned out, she never came! What happened to her?

By the time Jaime found parking, class had started, and out of courtesy to the instructor and other students, she didn't want to walk in late. I was there by myself and felt really comfortable and capable.

Hopefully that feeling will be there when I get my butt back to class!